Phil Beaudreau
Life Changes Remix
(Verse 1: Phil Beaudreau)
I found love and I stopped lovin
Found God when I stopped lookin for one
Found a life but can’t make a livin
Don’t wanna find the end so I’m still in it
Still lost, still here
No past, don’t care about looking back anyway
Nothing matters anyway
‘Cause I’m still lost, still here
No past, don’t care about looking back anyway
If I’m moving on it anyway
(Interlude)
Yea, yea, word
Life changes
Ah man
Yea
(Verse 2: ProteJay)
Ughh...yea
I thought I would never survive livin the way that I live
They wanna hear my reply, but no I ain’t got one to give
I’m thinkin bout kids. But never imagined myself growing up
Me blowing up? Rappin’ n’ such? Jumping on stage never giving a fuck?
But I gotta do it somehow, someway, someday
Make Dad proud. When I lay shit down. But you know that my Sundays
Are still reserved for my soul
And I’m old, in spirit. But I’m young at heart
And I’m so hot, but I’m cold
All these places I used to go
All these women I met at my shows
All these n***as I used to roll with
Some I wish I knew, some I wish to know, but ProteJay will not fold
Never wrinkle my paper
All of my haters catching the vapors
Lyricism I cater. Cut and I see ya later
I wasn’t livin’ with religion, but I lived for bitches
Riches glamorous, hammers clacking like they snappin pictures
Envisioning digits when I really I just missed the kid in-
Side, of my mind
Dreamcatchers can’t end traditions. But...
Life Changes
(Chorus)
No path, I’m still lost
Still here I wait
No path, I’m still lost
Still here I wait
(Verse 2: ProteJay)
Ughh...yo
So why do I try?
I look in the eyes of my own reflection and see my demise
Did it make me a man or did it just make me ashamed to cry
And express how I, really feel beneath the shell when we look inside?
Took my time with this rap shit and I
Think that it’s coming out fine. If I say so myself
One more plaque on my shelf. Yea I’m black could you tell?
Yea I’m white but who the hell, got beef with me? Do tell
Don’t speak with me, less you fell
As hard as me, how you feel? Uhh
Cause they don’t recognize real pain
Everybody got some, what’s sunshine without rain?
Un-able without Cain? Still I say, c’est la vie
Do they know really know Jared Jones, do they know me
Or just know my name?
What’s to blame
The heart or the brain?
The way I've been feeling my feelings really insane
And I’ve thought of a million ways to break chains
But I never ever thought of hiding my shame
But did I need to?
I think that what I need to do is just be true to who I know best
And that’s You
And that's You
(Chorus)
No path, I’m still lost
Still here I wait
No path, I’m still lost
Still here I wait