(Verse 1)
Look I know how I get attached fast
You hurt my heart and put it in a cast
On your list of lovers I’m probably last
And like my type of people yours is very vast
I’ve become an animal how my anger lashes out
Making music with my heart people saying it’s for clout
We argue all the time and I start to shout
I was hoping on a relationship to sprout
Friends is what you want as if you wanna force me out
I know you don’t though because you said you love me, full of doubt
I changed my whole image and you are something I don’t wanna be without
Depression runs me while I promise you standout

(Vеrse 2)
No chorus because I need to bе genuine
I just hope I something you don’t abandon
I remember I fell in love with you when I was eleven
And even though we aren’t a thing I always get the impression
That we should be just to see our intentions
Now I’m coming from the streets of Camden and you already know
Horror fan in the house Annabel Lee - Edgar Allan Poe
Love you Ava and that’s on my soul
I promise on my heart you ain’t a fucking hoe
My affection for you I always feel as if I owe
Got me saying you’re pretty and cute like whoa
Changed my whole image like I changed my ammo
Arsenal changed because I came from the ghetto
My anger releases and I scream into my pillow
I hope if we ever get married you won’t have to be my widow
(Verse 3)
My love kills and I know it
Fighting for the girl of my dreams and it hurts like shit
Becoming the player I didn’t want to be fucking on a thicc bitch
Ella put her name on me and now I got a wife and a side chick
Wish you were here so I could hold you tight
You make me so happy you’re what I want in life
Became emo now I’m tired of wanting to die by knife
Metal runs my life but rap runs my heart
I should’ve known I was in love from the start
KoRn, Slipknot and the rest raised me since I was in a cart
Papa Roach raised me more than my dad did
I’ve listened to metal since I was a little kid
At least I’m not homeless living on skid-
Row in LA the land where dreams come true
Let me put this on your playlist, this shit is brand new
Maybe one day this shit’ll break through
Astroworld people just tryna get through
9 people dead, baby’s born without air like cobalt blue
Maybe I’ll be DJ Trump and be orange
Remember in elementary where Ashley would give me a sore pinch
Now that bitch is also on my dick
Got side chicks but I also got my wife who I love dearly
And Ava the side chick shit is a joke and I hope I made this clearly