Right down to the knees
The cap never comes to an end
How many bruises on my left-hand side
Till your cruise ship decides to land
I'm not an amateur ball player
I'm in negative moments of failed altitude
Got stranded overseas one summer
Vacationing in the slums with brown slaves
The news channels tried to scare me inside
Talkin' about the disappearing act of a Malaysian plane
They tried to find me in quadrant 4
Not remembering which clock wе choose to call wise
Grandfather timе
Or Area 55
There's no time in the past of a life that isn't yours
Identity crisis as a crisis counselor
I was definitely bound to make international news
I see visions of future days sometimes
Decades ahead
Deja vu or voodoo chips
Depends which deli on 179
Jamaica, Queens
'Kaha jamay?'
How long I been waiting for love
Slams right into me on the weekday mornings
And I still can't recognize a backwards love they taught me
'Don't touch yourself, that's mine,"
Funny story, mister doctor 'saab'
None of these parents of mine are related
'Ate It' I said when the medication came
'Check deep under my abused tongue'
Why have a mouth when you could just starve to death
There's no love in my inner cortisol
Escaping prison camp in my mind
Only to see it was all real
Never been the matrix but
Ski Mask got it all covered
Burqa for this Muslimah
Or a Bible for thou's sister
Not a home to call my own one day
That's fine, I'm no insecure as* poser
If you wanna take it all, you got it
I've got literally nothing to lose
Smiles from a stranger man
What's secret protection for a stoner
Aloner than I ever felt
But crowded by all of my soldiers
Prayers are all aligned like stars during Jummah
They don't believe in a female constellation
For Big Brother, I'd kill another man
He thinks he's got me possessed by Shaythan
You can somehow summon evil
Mister wannabe Indian, Mexican man?
Manu and Ranu
They nicknamed my gay sister Shanu
I don't get an Annu because I'm filled with alotta hard R's
Can't pronounce your own language
And here you are envying mine
They say I only love 'Black People'
Show me one single human with skin made of ash
God just hates his creations that hard
He be embarrassed of His Own Mind?
How many times I asked the police
To please hear me out this time
What's corruption in my government
Stop trying to brainwash my laundry
Detergent filled with alcohol
I call that Rock Lee Elixir
'Oh I know what'll fix her'
'Let's give her a mixer'
'Polluted with a vexer'
How many demons you keep in my line of vision
Hyper trainings a different game much better
Than your false identification parenting
Call the police, I dare you
It might just be me answering the 911 calls
Abusing a system I'm praying for
Just as much as I'm praying on
Fully focused is a Fivio thought
I don't know why you keep tryna interview me
I'm not afraid to type the truth on my platforms
If you don't like it
Can you please go and sue me?
Auntie Suz a different woman, it's wildly wild
How we look the same
Love and fear can't coexist
There's no such time as tomorrow
10 minute battles got me glowing the fu*k up
Who can look me in the eyes and say
'You're guilty'
You could never know the pain inside
From having not even an option zero
Negativity, you dare say I bring that
Perhaps a mirrors too strong a reflection
I look in the water like Narcissus
Real natural way of finding my flow
Stream of consciousness, like Lake Erie
I'm not afraid to go down by Baisley Pond