I've never had so much courage
To tell you that this is not happiness
Drama becomes trauma
When you leave me behind, yeah

I've never trusted anyone so much
Until then it was just me
But your heart's a stone too
And it can be made of ice

So many words, I paid in tears
How many messages, how many hard but soft souls
All my dreams are long gone
I'm tired of fighting what I cherish
Cause that's not the point

But today the tears of the past are emeralds
I was a little star, I disintegrated
I glued my heart, I bandaged it
Even when it's all shattered
Tears fall, I'll be a diamond

I've always had reason
But that's why I've got myself all mixed up
The pain soothes me, it's better this way
If I can't do anything
So many dreams, they've been taken away
I can't refuse to call you always
But I still can't fight

All the tears of the past will turn to emeralds
Stars have fallen, I can have my sunshine
I've broken, I've mended
History stitched with golden thread
Though I regret, I'm a diamond