I really thought it wouldn't hurt me
I wanted you so much, but you're not for me
From beauty, everything turned to a curse
I compromised to make you well
You ran away, I didn't catch you at all
And now maybe you'd like to come back

It's not fair
You think I'm a coward, but I'm not
You're still living through my sheets and my mind
You tell me I shouldn't have done it

Even though sometimes I feel like I'm suffocating
I gotta get over it
Even though I wish you'd hug me just once
I think I can do it on my own

Scary, your voice follows me everywhere
I wanted to get to the terrible end mysеlf
I don't know why, it's dark there