I've been dreaming about you
Between oceans of tears and bits of laughter, there you are
I've lost all I could have
This winter's not so hard
But last winter was the hardest

All these whores don't feel a thing, no
Others just take pride in what they've had to drink
I don't even wanna dance, it's getting cold
You've had six shots already, don't you think they were pretty strong?
You ask for another round, how angry I get
In all the shadows of silhouettes, you're lost in the shadows
Always playing all or nothing
I see your eyes and your words changе
You don't know what you're saying, all you hear is "let's do it again"

You losе me, don't look for me cause you can't feel my absence
It's bothering me all
Tomorrow will be a new day, you'll cry for me to come
You can't use me when you need me or feel bad
Either you stop or you don't, there's no way
If I feel that way, you'll get mad again
Though you're hungover, you're pouring hard liquor in your glass
And you don't feel me

I've been dreaming of you, you know
Even though there's a great distance between us
God gave me a life, I can't grovel like this
Even if you're not my life
Even if you're not in it
I feel a little better
I haven't posted anything on Facebook in a long time
One wall in the room remains empty
I seem to be creating a publishing house, maybe you'll destroy what I want to release
I don't have attention issues, I have reflection issues
Yeah, I don't have excuses for how I behave
I've got excuses for you, see how I still think about you?
And I don't know why, I do it out of reflex

It's irrelevant how I behave with you
It's irrelevant what I say to you
Fuck reality, reality
I haven't stopped shining
But it was still a kind of stop