Fuck everything you knew about me
Now you want to know why I'm like this
It's hard, it's harder than you think

I'm a little star, but my writing affects everyone
I'm often in worse moods, I'm emotionally destroyed
I can talk this shit unless someone's waiting for you
Don't interrupt me, it's not nice
Now I'm in control
I've been so naive, I've been so good to all these losers
What a stupid time to ask me how I'm doing
How can you sleep so peacefully, how the hell can you?

You think you're unbeatable to show me how strong you are
No, some adults don't think more mature than children
The rooms in this house suffocate me

Excuse me for trying to say it
But I see I've grown up more than you have
I'm gonna put everything I feel into these lyrics
Don't criticize me, maybe it's better

You played me for a fool, you played me for a good fool
I'm good and you mock, you mock me
Where the fuck am I supposed to cry for you to hear me?
Not that it matters, I'm just saying
Where do you see me in a few years?
If you think I'll come back to you, you're wrong
Who made me feel like shit, not you?
Fuck everything you know about me
You want to see that I'm not well

What about others better than you, better than what you were?
You know, at least they didn't break my soul like that
I thought I made the smartest decision
I reasoned it out easy, but that lie hurt
I showed myself I can be uncertain when I have to choose
I wear black, nobody died
But I'm silent, and it hurts
I've stressed too much, it still hurts, it's pain
Let me smile today, I'm trying too hard to do it
Elites, we all get to that stage

Okay, I forgive you, but I'm definitely not forgetting
I forgive you to make peace with myself
Don't play games with me, forgetting isn't the right antidote