You said you'd give me a little boost
You said you really know what you're doing
You said I should visit you
You said to have courage, it's nothing new
But I didn't realize for a second
That I'd come and you'd fuck with my mind
But your venomous tears wouldn't let me go
How could you think of doing that?

You don't act like a father
Your hands are cold, I can't cope
Ironically, I had to pay a price too
You're cursed, so hard
You've done too much, there's ruins
I said nothing, how can I say?

I'm an innocent soul
Fucking adult, you destroyed me
I'm ruined, I have no words
I can't even walk right, can't talk straight, can't love real
But what do you care?
You know, every moment breaks mе down
But now I'm all grown up and you can't destroy me anymore

Orphanеd as a baby, then orphaned altogether at age 10
I didn't know what would become of me
I couldn't see a future, the future seemed the end
And words couldn't help me
I wanted to live, but I was wrong
Cause I couldn't see how to go on
And no place seemed safe
I can't say how I feel because it's nobody's business
Silence understands me best
No use putting on masks cause they're still sad
I run and I can't see the light
The stains of ignorance are still on me
And all this but all have sin
You're sorry, fuck off
You've more than messed me up