​​hauntingclaire
​pathetic
[Verse 1]
Know I'm pathetic and I don't know how to listen
I can't help it, you know I'm crying and I'm twitching
And I'm burning so slowly, the veins in my skin
The gasoline on me, the cuts over my hand
I don't know what to do, don't wanna think about it
Swear I just wanna live, I fuckin' dream about it
I didn't feel a damn thing 'til I met you
Controllin' my mind, control everything I do

[Chorus]
At the sink, I scream and shout
I hate my voice so I won't speak
Zipper tight right on my mouth
No wonder that I couldn't breathe
I could disappear without a sound
No one would look for me
Any moment I could die
I need a church, I need a priest
At the sink, I scream and shout
I hate my voice so I won't speak
Zipper tight right on my mouth
No wonder that I couldn't breathe
I could disappear without a sound
No one would look for me
Any moment I could die
I need a church, I need a priest
[Post-Chorus]
Don't ask me, I promise that I'm okay
It's been a weekend, I've just been staying awake
I'm off the deep end, I'm getting used to the pain
Though I'm not leaving, I'm not walking away

[Verse 2]
Don't ask me
I promise that I'm okay
It's been a weekend
I've just been staying awake
I'm off the deep end
I'm getting used to the pain
Though I'm not leaving
I'm not walking away

[Chorus]
At the sink, I scream and shout
I hate my voice so I won't speak
Zipper tight right on my mouth
No wonder that I couldn't breathe
I could disappear without a sound
No one would look for me
Any moment I could die
I need a church, I need a priest
At the sink, I scream and shout
I hate my voice so I won't speak
Zipper tight right on my mouth
No wonder that I couldn't breathe
I could disappear without a sound
No one would look for me
Any moment I could die
I need a church, I need a priest