hauntingclaire
internal decay
[Verse 1: luvwillow]
Mutilate my arms, like, every day
Hurt myself in every way
You can find me sleeping in a body bag
You and I both know there's no going back
It ain't luck, I can't feel shit
You know I didn't want this
I did everything that I could for you
But like everyone, you left me too
[Verse 2: hauntingclaire]
I'm hurting, can't save me
I feel so damn disgraceful
Hurt myself, you hurt me
I wanna end my suffering
Can't stop it, been off it
I do my best to feel okay
Cut my wrists, I'm bleeding
I don't know much more words to say
Bye, my life, I just don't care
You stabbed my heart, and watched it tear
I gave you everything but you haven't been noticing
If I start with no one, it'd mean something
[Verse 3: wckdd]
I can't change (I can't change)
But that doesn't mean I should be afraid
Look into the mirror, all I see is decay
Crying on this beat, I'm feeling real cliché
Doesn't even matter, I'm gon die anyway
Gotta kill myself with this bullet in brain
Tryna talk to her but I have no clue what to say
Pick and choose my battles, yeah, I'm fighting through the pain
[Outro: luvwillow]
Mutilate my arms, like, every day
Hurt myself in every way
You can find me sleeping in a body bag
You and I both know there's no going back
It ain't luck, I can't feel shit
You know I didn't want this