Ivy Robbins and Heidi Thomas
Just Wondering
[CATH]
Here I am
Overthinking everything
Once again
I’m far too caught up in a dream

[JEST]
No way to hide
And no matter how I try
I can’t lie to you

[CATH, over JEST]
If they could see right through me
Maybe they’d understand
If only they could know me
My heart’s in my hand

[JEST, over CATH]
My whole life I’ve played so many parts
A soldier, a joker, all without a heart
I’ve never known quite how to feel
But with you everything seems real

[BOTH]
So how am I supposed to let go?
[JEST]
I don’t want to give you up now

[CATH]
And I can’t just move on

[JEST]
But nothing will change no matter how

[CATH]
Even if it’s wrong

[JEST]
I’m tired of lying

[CATH]
I’m tired of hiding

[BOTH]
But oh

[JEST, over CATH]
I’m just Jest
I'm just Jest

[CATH, over JEST]
I’m wondering if they knew
I’m wondering what they’d do