( Verse 1 )
All the n***as I look up to
They be dead now
My blue tears coming out red now
I don’t even know where I gotta head
Now
Drug next to me, layin’ in my bed now
Think about life & death & How should head out
Cuz all the n***as I look up to they be dead now
In the mirror reflection telling me I look the same now
Heart break then the silencer goes off that’s the same sound
I was looking for someone but I guеss she ain’t round

( Verse 2 )
It’s a torturе inside gotta act like im fine man
Problems all in my face still act like im blind damn
With some new hoes now can’t even act like I mind em
I’ll prolly show you feelings as soon as I find em
Goals are like a mountain & Im climbing
Dreams like a skateboard you gotta grind em
Love to play with words so im rhyming
They was tryna act tough so I slimed em

( Verse 3 )
Paradise, Or hell?
Lost energy,to always win like
Or fail
Love dead in front of me but my story a long tale
Gotta get out my flesh, get out my own skin
They tryna hit me up but just hit the wrong mail
( Verse 4 )
They don’t like me for my person but for what I got
They hate me for what I am & appreciate me for what Im not
I know im really cold but this shit is hot
Shit I had to told cuz shit need a stop
If I was boutta go they wouldn’t give a fuck
I’ll be gone before I know how really feel the love
Only thing I really know Is How feel the drugs

( Verse 5 )
Writing rhymes, smoking glass
I can’t get enough
All my idols are dead man this shit is hard
People who taught me ain’t here to teach me now
But Idont really care I just wanted em to live it up
Why you worked so hard? If it’s only to give it up?
Our idols man just think it up

( Verse 6 )
Drugs are like a problems I heard they stuck with us
It’s always « you don’t want problem you don’t want war with us »
Even to our death I think our remorse comes with us
If you kill somebody good,How you come down to this?
If you try & kill yourself with drugs I think you lame for this
People who looked up to you
Fucked up now & you just starting to get blamed for this
But no lie you just part of the problem
With the medias & the pressure & a whole lot of other shit
When I seen fredo Dead I really been like fuck it
Then Nipsey I couldn’t even believe this shit for real
Then I hear people say why it’s him, not me?
I gave em my trust, my love, & this shit got me
Ain’t giving a fuck just stay with my drug like it makes me happy
I smoke out my lungs for im finna pour in my cup like I need it so badly
Getting money from my bad, ain’t talking no baggies
I was waiting for her love she was waiting for Mollys
They were doin Ollies now they all on Morphines