Goddess FIJI
Spades ( Freestyle )
( Verse 1 )
Forgot my pain
Im so insane
She think Im Sosa
Say my shit bang
Hi Im FIJI it turned to my real name
Every hoes lame, imma play their lil game
Look into my wrist you see that shit rain
Add a side to my bitch like she ever been a main
Always felt like a demon have I ever been a man
People tryna use me but they treat me like a friend
My story got cut off it never been the same
Now Im driving switching lanes
They don’t mind me they do they thangs
Ask a bitch, are you waiting for a changе?
( Verse 2 )
Now Im stuck all in the clouds
& thеre’s smoke all in the house
Take a hoe & treat her like a spouse
But Im in & out
She tryna see my phone, shit Im getting out
Shit they told when I was young like shit I get it now
Send my hopes right in the sky
Believe in me until I die
It’s not impossible until I try
Im only sayin’ truth until I lie
Im always sober till Im high
I freestyle cuz Im fried
She was in love I was not
Called her a friend a cock block
Way more fast I don’t stop
Scaling shit a truck stop
Fuck your shit, a butt fuck
Meeting you that’s not luck
All those feels but not love
( Verse 3 )
Please remind what I told ya
Im being cold you being closer
Im the spade not being clover
All by myself like Im tryna be a loner
Off for years they thought I’d be a goner
Look at my past just like it’s over
Miss some shit but it’s okay
Tryna handle my pain for real but
There is no way
Life goin' so fast just take it slowly
I swear I got too much time for being lonely
( Outro )
God isn’t looking over me
Cuz Im looking over him
If my words be cap, hoes can lock me over it
If I betrayed my bros, you can pop me over it
Up until now only a cup managed to knock me over it