( Verse 1 )
I was thinking bout some shit
It’s not my bitch or my old friends just like I miss em
Think Im mad about some shit but I just treat em how I feel them
Being young, thinking ; ”I would like to be him”
Being grown, thinking ; ” I would like to be free”
Im always my demon, like, I would like to be me
I stay home alone, telling em I’d like to be here
But that be mean
Cuz it’s not my intention for real just so I be clear
All those chains were fake I worked my ass just so it be real
Full of doubt, full of anxiety so it be fear
Am I being too close by calling you dear?
A part of me as died, as I seen you dropping your tears
Im downing a cup while you sipping a beer
Im tryna talk, you stop dodgin’ you taking your seat
Sometimes word alone can’t do, so Im taking a beat
She think Im being too cold so Im making the heat
I just want your top, why you acting like Im being a freak?
With all this paint now on your face you being a trick
Was that Ugly love or Im being a bitch?
Can get it by my own, no need for being your leech
Treat this bitch like I love her Im kissing her lips
You treat me like a game, don’t be mad cuz im playing your shit
You tried to be real, to a fake boy
But you couldn’t even be there when I was fucking your sis
Right in class teacher told me ; ”Im loving your wrist”
This other bitch told me we had to part ways
Her daddy thought I had some hard ways
No future , whack dreads
Her career was my idea
It made money y’all trashed me out
Why my old friend just text my mom?
Ain’t that shit weird Or I be wrong?
Whatever is on boy I be on
Earth ain’t the place where I belong
Just looking back to see where I been wrong
Making my moves like a peon
Boy!!
( Verse 2 )
Looking for the fame it’s not what I seek boy
Say Im all cap when you don’t know who I be boy
(?) my shit they like how do you keep up?
Gave me trust like the last thing I give up
They all call me at night knowing that I’ll be up
What you up? you got time when do we fuck?
Why do I (?) with that bitch do it be love?
Why they keep talking & I be bored
She looking above & I be lord, hey
Look for no praise, but I be god, hey
Said my shit fun & I be Lol, hey
Say her shit on but I be off, hey
Please send me back where I belong, hey
(?)
She thought I was weak but I be strong, yeah
You aren’t a love but a begone, yeah
I don’t believe in god but I be one, yeah

But I be one yeah
I don’t believe in god but I be one yeah