[Monologue]
Such a bullshit is unrequited love, don't try to fix something, if you see and feel that there is no way to change it, it is very difficult to forget the person you loved very much, because when you think about it again, it becomes even worse than ever, and it really is. I let this person go six months ago and I still think every day, and it's so unbearable that I want to hang myself rather than continue to wind myself up and suffer, get rid of all this suffering, but, alas, now it's with me forever, and I really regret that I got too attached to this person at that time for a moment it didn't matter that he didn't love me, I still tried to do my best, but nothing worked, I continued to do my best, but in response I received only gratitude and suffering on my soul, and I still feel it and think how unhappy I was, it even reached self-harm and suicide, but I constantly survived and continued to use this drug and suffer
Moral: Sometimes we choose the wrong ones and do not realize that they are not permanent, we love those whom we do not deserve