Lyrics from snippet

I believe I’m the worst at the thing I am best at
The blessing and the curse of wanting something so bad
Is between tenacity and hopelessness, I can’t tell the difference
My whole life’s worth is measured in how good the song is
I wake up every day and pray I haven’t lost it
‘Cause if I lose it, then I lose what gives meaning to my existence

So everything mеans everything
And therе’s no room for error here
‘Cause this is more than just a dream
It’s all my hopes and all my fears
It’s all the proof that I exist
It’s every wish that’s on my list
Even against the wisest guidance
I’d die trying