God
It's not hard to imagine everything that happened
Everything that started this path of self destruction
I tried to die in the beginning just to cut down what I'm feeling(?)
Memories of our time, start to lose it's meaning

(?)
The loss of my story feels freeing to me
But I guess it can't set me free
Kill, kill, kill everyone
Put them in the ground for everything they have and haven’t done
Your words won’t seal the past
Disregard for your family
Your hands on me is all that I remember
I remember
I'll take back what's mine

Come out with your hands up
It's all I ask
But I hope in the back of my mind
I'll take back what's mine
Living for the first time
Manifested manifesto
Suicide by cop

I'd have to kill you ten times just to be satisfied
I'm not afraid to die after what you put me through
Recall the life I've lost, that i wanted the most
You said to let it go, but at what cost
Kill, kill, kill everyone
Put them in the ground for everything they have and haven’t done
Your words won’t seal the past
Disregard for your family
Your hands on me is all that I remember

I'll take back what's mine
Preparing for the day, every single night
Load up a mag for every single fucking lie
Every time you told me it would be the "last time"

(Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you)
Fuck you and your innocence, you're all so fucking full of shit
Ask me why I feel the way that I do but you don't fucking get it
I came to you looking for help but then you hurt me worse than them

(I tried to tell you what they did to me)
(I tried to tell you what they made me do)
(I tried to tell what i went through)
(But you didn't give a fuck and just let me go)

I tried to tell you what they did to me
I tried to tell you what they made me do
I tried to tell you what I went through
But you didn't give a shit, you just let me go
I tried to tell you what they did to me
I tried to tell you what they made me do
I tried to tell you what I went through
But you didn't give a fuck and just let me go
I tried talking about it but no one listened
And they left me to drown in the decisions
Of men who took their time
Tearing away something I’ll never get back

Can’t un-see
Can’t un-feel
Everything you tried to conceal
But I’ll take back what’s mine