Chonny Jash
​​backlit by moonlight.
[Verse 1]
You ask me to dance, but you're a couple drinks too early
You shoot me a glance, but I can't tell whether you're flirting
I remember what you wore, what you drank and how it tastes
But I can't remember why on Earth I let those chances go to waste

[Chorus]
Listen to the usual music, sittin' with the usual crowd
They're both a little bit too annoying and a little bit too loud
But all of the monotony that keeps me nauseated
Holy shit, if I can see your smile one more time then I can take it

[Verse 2]
Backlit by the moonlight
With a golden aura from a distant streetlight
I could starе at you 'til sunrise
Hoping that you'd never look back up and rеalize

[Verse 3]
Just how many times can I pretend that it's not hurting?
The pain I feel is something real, a constant state of yearning
They say that hindsight's 20/20 and that human connection's rudimentary
But my vision's gotten blurry since the 11th Vodka Raspberry

[Chorus]
Listen to the usual bullshit, comin' from the usual boys
They're getting on my nerves now as they slowly fade to white noise
And though all this cacophony and screeching makes my ears ring
Holy shit, it's worth it if for one moment I can hold this feeling
[Verse 4]
It's sad how nice the past is
Tainted by these vile, rose-tinted glasses
And yet each year that passes
Makes me wonder just what lay within those chances

[Verse 5]
I know it's far too late to live in what-ifs
And that there's no more hidden problems to fix
But I still can't help but think of that time
With a creeping resignation, and sigh

[Outro]
Tell me I was dreaming
And that there never was a sign
Help me stop this screaming
Saying that we could have intertwined