Evan Honer
Song about overthinking
[Verse 1]
I been watching all the weeds grow
Through the cracks of the concrete
Been analyzing every conversation
I had last week
And familiar faces fill the spaces
In places that I dread to be
So I'm counting down the minutes on the clock
'Til it's time to leave
[Verse 2]
I been watching all the weekends drift away
Without a worry
'Cause I'm to strung out the realize that
Tomorrow's Monday morning
And I'll spend every waking hour
Picking petals off dead flowers
Contemplating cleaning up the mess
Or not thinking about her
[Chorus]
And I'll, I'll turn the the lights off around midnight
And fall asleep to the sound of how it used to be
I don't remember what it was like
All I recall are faded scenes of fonder memories
And I, I wonder if you know that
I've been waiting on you, but I
I don't think you'll show
When there's not much left to say or do
[Verse 3]
I been waking up uneasy
Draining out all of my dopamine
And burning up my retinas
Reading to far into what folks think of me
And there's a hole inside my ego
It gets filled up by fake people
Constant lying to my face
I don't know why I still believe though
[Chorus]
And I'll, I'll turn the the lights off around midnight
And fall asleep to the sound of how it used to be
I don't remember what it was like
All I recall are faded scenes of fonder memories
And I, I wonder if you know that
I've been waiting on you, but I
I don't think you'll show
When there's not much left to say or do