Gazing at the moonlight
I could take a few nights
All alone to figure out
What I'm gonna do right
I’m dead and broken
It's something you can't fix
I’ll roll with the ocean
An emptier canvas

Times I wanna let go
Every minute spent so
Hard to overcome it all
Drown it out with benzos

There's a lot I said though
Every chance I get no
Way to say my sorries cause
I already spent those

You could only fake empathize
With my feelings
I don't wanna be hanging high
From my ceiling

I can't help when I fantasize
All those moments
Wishes that I made catalyzed
When I wrote it
Gazing at the moonlight
I could take a few nights
All alone to figure out
What I'm gonna do right
I'm dead and broken
It's something you can't fix
I’ll roll with the ocean
An emptier canvas

Go with the punches
Having your fun it’s
No big deal if I
Die in combustion

Take all the bad names
It's such a sad day
Till I do depart
I’ll be paving a pathway

Gazing at the moonlight
I could take a few nights
All alone to figure out
What I'm gonna do right
I'm dead and broken
It's something you can’t fix
I'll roll with the ocean