[Verse 1]
I'm used to ruining everything
'Cause I'm tryna listen my mind
Every single time, everytime
It can only happen now
I think I'm gonna grow up, up, up

[Chorus]
(Nah, nah, nah, nah)
I'm tired of making me lonely
(Nah, nah, nah, nah)
You know my thoughts, sometimes, get cloudy
You've been there for me and left before I realized
Maybe I realized it because you left my mind

[Verse 2]
Now used to hidin' my feelings
'Cause I've heard you too much
Every single time, everytimе
I can't go back to before
I don't wanna ruin us, us, us

[Chorus]
(Nah, nah, nah, nah)
I'm tired of making mе lonely
(Nah, nah, nah, nah)
You know my thoughts, sometimes, get cloudy
You've been there for me and left before I realized
Maybe I realized it because you left my mind