[Chorus]
Its been three times that I’ve tried to take my own life
For the longest time I’ve just wanted to die
Talking bout suicide
I will take my pain to a homicide
Put a bullet in this bitches eye
Cos she talked about that fact I’m alone I know it’s always on my mind
I try to give no fucks
There’s a lot of people that show fake love
Bring up past things that I have done
It’s tough
Talking about my pain I’m done it’s won
I don’t care
Pull up with a gun I’m not scared
Put it to my brain I’ll fucking wait there
Oh wait you backed down that’s not fair
I said

[Verse]
I’m like Homelander I try to cause pain cataclysmically
You and me had an epiphany
Rеalised we aren’t mеant to be
But when you left is still affected me
Cos I thought you said to me
You'll never start resenting me
But you always come back to beef
It’s like
Why
Look
You said to me
It affected me you said to me
That you’ll never start resenting me it’s like
Girl
Why do you always try and do the most
You step in my lane you step in my face
And all you do is fucking boast
Honestly
You be saying all of this shit
Like I do not care bitch
I don’t care I said it again
But I’ll state it again and again you are
Not my friend
All you do is just pretend cos you are fake
Every day I be saying this shit with a smile upon my face
I said I said
I want to be dead
In the next three years I will be dead
Won’t make it to twenty one I will be gone
[Chorus]
Its been three times that I’ve tried to take my own life
For the longest time I’ve just wanted to die
Talking bout suicide
I will take my pain to a homicide
Put a bullet in this bitches eye
Cos she talked about that fact I’m alone I know it’s always on top of my mind
I try to give no fucks
There’s a lot of people that show fake love
Bring up past things that I have done
It’s tough
Talking about my pain I’m done it’s won
I don’t care
Pull up with a gun I’m not scared
Put it to my brain I’ll fucking wait there
Oh wait you backed down that’s not fair
I said