[Chorus]
Not gonna talk about how I feel
Not gonna talk about the field
Not gonna talk about the girl that stole my heart
So she gone meet the steal
Feeling so numb so I popped a pill
Tripping so hard I'm like what is real
Use to be a trap man bad ass like I'm Batman
Yeah yeah

[Verse]
Crowded room I'm alone
The reality is I know
When I come in I fuck the party and they just wanna go
Thinner threads that I sow
I feel so fucking low
I want to end my life and that's why I fill my lungs with smoke
Start to throw a tantrum
These pagans think it's banter
Screaming my mum don't hear me and that's why I'm filled with anger
Picture a boy abandoned
Full family in his household
I express my feelings but all they say is your young and it's random
Back in the bando
Back into this business
It's weird because I cannot seem to get a grip onto my feelings
This girl be acting deceiving
Sent messages did you read them
I think about the all the people gone honestly I am grieving
[Chorus]
Not gonna talk about how I feel
Not gonna talk about the field
Not gonna talk about the girl that stole my heart
So she gone meet the steal
Feeling so numb so I popped a pill
Tripping so hard I'm like what is real
Use to be a trap man bad ass like I'm Batman
Yeah yeah

[Verse]
Grew up now I'm alone
Worked young so I could buy clothes
So I could fit in but we ended up looking like clones
Not emotions like we are drones
We all end up alone
I think that's the point when all my pain started to grow
Now it's become evident
That all that shit is irrelevant
Just look the other way if a girl talks about relevance
I'm independent
You're dependent
Don't call me when it comes asking for a reference