[Verse 1]
Rubber bands', my new best friend
They'd never call me self absorbed
I guess not enough is on my plate
To seek understanding and love
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm so ashamed, I promised that I would
Behave but reality, it's slowly starting to crumble in
On me, on me, somebody help me, help me
Please!
[Chorus]
I was only sixteen
You never gave me a chance
To figure it out before I cried and collapsed
To the ground
To the ground
You're so full of yourself
Can you look up and admit
That you fucked up my youth
And made a fool out of me
Way to go, way to go
[Verse 2]
Nothing fixes me anymore
It's yet another hazy day
I've been out of it for so long
Can't even say i'm in control
Of my anger, affection, frustration, envy or pride
Like a narcissistic maniac think, I'm losing my mind
Without you I don't exist, I haven't slept in a while
It's a crippling chills that will eat me alive
[Chorus]
I was only sixteen
You never gave me a chance
To figure it out before I cried and collapsed
To the ground
To the ground
You're so full of yourself
Can you look up and admit
That you fucked up my youth
And made a fool out of me
Way to go, way to go
[Bridge]
My name might be chaos
And my body might be bruised
And this is what I'm really made of, so
[Outro]
I've got nothing to prove
Nothing to prove to my own self
I think I finally do
Feel good in my own skin
I was only sixteen
You never gave me a chance
To figure it out before I cried and collapsed
To the ground
To the ground
Now I'm 25 and I'm so glad I'm alive
Through all the ups and downs
I put up hell of a fight
You'll be fine
You'll be fine