vanity (xanity)
my head pt1
[Intro]
(cy4ne)
[Verse 1]
Running from these thoughts
What's in my head
It’s been too long now
I find a way out
But I'm never there
Make it alright now
Horizon is rising
The sunset is falling
I can't escape my head
I’m lost in it all
Fucking lost in it all
Lost in it all
Feel I've been ten fucking people now
I don't even who the fuck I am
I don't even know what to think or how
Just hiding in my bed 'til I come down
Yet the feeling never ends
I know I'm fucked up, and I fuck it all up
I'm just so lost, want some fucking drugs
[Bridge]
Softly fell in love again
I think I'd trade my fucking head
And in a way you’re in it
I want your love
Until the very end
[Verse 2]
Yeah, but I’m so fucking sorry
I don't even know how the fuck to act
I wish I could hold you, make you feel safe
But I need to feel safe again
Baby, just keep your heart from me
When I can’t even seem to breathe
And you can just hide away all day
Don't wanna see all that pain anyway
I just wanna hideaway
Fuck that, I wanna disappear today
I can't even feel my fucking face
But when I'm on your body rubbing you know I feel that way
I don’t know, I don't know
It's getting to my head and I think that I'ma blow
So close, so close, think