[Chorus]
I could feel it gripping
Something's in my head, I will never listen
And now my heart is itching
Finger on the trigger, I could never give in

[Verse]
Lightning in my head
There's nothing better than next to you in bed
Another heartache pending, wish I wasn't so dependent
It's latched into my brain, and it just makes me feel pathetic
I'm chasing the high and I just wish I wouldn't get it
Do you fucking get it? 'Cause I don't fucking get it
Could you just love me? I don't even know me
When I grip that pistol in my hand, and the mirror shows my head
I just wanna blow me

[Chorus]
I could feel it gripping
Something's in my head, I will never listen
And now my heart is itching
Finger on the trigger, I could never give in