And I can’t seem to keep this shit floating
And I’ve given up trying
Shits too hard
And all I do is fuck up
But promise me you’ll remember where I was from
When I run
Hope that one day ill finally see the sun

My sheets are old
And these moments are cold
And I can feel your warmth in echos
Keeping this steady heartbeat slow
Ive fought too much and too hard
And if there’s daylight ill lay down by your side
Hope that we can heal together and be alright

I know we never saw eye to eye
I know we never had neutral ground
Someone always had to have the upper hand
And when it was ended it was done
But it always came back in waves

And now we can’t fix what we had because all the bars and mechanics are rusted
And my fingers have lost their strength in this cold
They’ve frosted
Is this the end?
Because I’ve given up
Because I saw the end
Months before this moment
And I know it s a flaw
And I know all I am is flawed
And all I am to you is an eyesore
But this aching inside is getting sore
And I want to lay down and sing with the ghosts
Let them know
Ill be joining them soon

And these hollow bones that carry my flesh are blue
If I finally dance again
Do you think ill come crashing down to the harsh floor
Like how I did those other times before ?
Or will no one this time?