believe it to be a shame
that i have too many passions
but not enough talent
so i just sit and watch others succeed
steal every single idea that i speak
and i'll implode
and force myself to fix it alone
spent my teenage years wondering as a cold ghost
so alone
and throughout that time i found out why my friends never called
because i'm pandora's box
i'm alot
they can't hold me in their arms
and im too old to be scared
i'm supposed to know where to go
but i still think my life's been a dream
I'm not in control of the wheel
for thе longest time i didn't want to be seen
and now i'm invisiblе i wish i could scream
i'm pandora's box
and im far too much
i know they hate my guts
but I'll never catch on
ill pretend not to know
so i can savour this moment before it goes cold
if this is the end of all i know i want it to be in slow mo
I'm sorry that my excitement burned your way out of caring for me
you didn’t like the sad imagery
that i constantly would paint
from the words of the moments that i experienced
i'm sorry if i was loud at moments
i was sitting alone waiting hearing the replay of the dial tone
id say i understand why you're gone
but i dont
where did everybody go?
the sun goes down
as i wake
maybe that's why you gave way
you all got bored of listening to my dismay
on constant replay
A burned you out
i used to be a star
i used to be the peace keeper
but now i guard the gates of my own hell
and i could let myself go but i don't
I'm once again deleting everything on my phone
maybe that'll fix it all
but it wont
i know i know
confetti falls to the floor like your energy
i could apologise
but i dont want to look in your mean eyes
i could repeat that i was sorry
but you'd just get annoyed
i always manage to ruin everyone's day
sat alone
distrusting no one
scared that i'll do something wrong
ever single time i said i ate
i had lied
i just wasn't hungry
and i could give them many signs
but they'd never realise
that i was beginning to die inside
love is something that i always dreamed of
but in my current state
its not something that's made for me
so i'll wonder this lifetime alone
carrying myself with my old bones
where did everybody go?