i wont obey the walls of the circle of hate that you've placed me in
i wont allow the posion in my veins anymore
I'll be the one to end this ever- growing rooting of hatred
all the moments i had to carry on my spine
through all that time
trust me i know it all
everything that the world it out you through and how it crafted you as strangely cruel
reject & purge
i wont deny you your pain
i wont dismiss you dismay
what you went through was wrong
but you're now turning the ground into quicksand
i wont let this anguish bleed on these clean sheets anymore
evеn tho you're justified to be hurt
you'rе anger towards me is not
you need to acknowledge that you are the soul case of your own rot
after time, you begin to become the magnet that attracts your pain
the cause of your own cycle
it is now in your control
but you've become cold
and lost feeling in your hands
but, even then, you are still to blame
and it angers you
that your pain won't dismiss your wrath
but you don't seem to use that flame to warm yourself back up
you use it to spill potent anger
allow it to reach further
let it extend the lifetime of the poison roots
you must reject the habit of your self-destruction
it is affecting others
please purge it
and stop clenching your teeth
as if you on edge
you are burning another bridge
i know you don't mean it
but as of now, your state is self-destructive
alcoholic to hatred
after a while the anger you cling to becomes the only thing keeping you up
you just need to rebuild your lost love
your anger is the consequence of ageing unjustification.
enough
you became the magnet of your own agony.
you are still grieving
and you must end it
enough