I love you still
I can't sleep
I feel weak
Im empty of tears
Im empty of emotions
Im only filled with my fears
Typing paragraphs that I’ll never send
forcing my mind go bend
eventually making it unable to mend
Because I'm scared how how you'll react
If you’ll run away knowing I'm not the perfect fantasy
Im not everything i wanted to be
I say okay
Because I know it's hopeless to pour my heart out trying to explain my pain
knowing its all in vein
I've started to watch things burn and not helping them
Because I know there is a chance I'm not getting anything in return
Sacrificing things just to burn
You never had your turn