‪Im too scared,‬
‪To open up,‬
‪Because what if I’m not what you wished for?
I’ll watch you walk away,
Because I was too afraid
To tell you how I really felt,
I’ll grit my teeth while you leave,
Because I wasn’t able to please
Sometimes the pain hurts too much,
I need more than a bandaid
‪I was too scared of causing damage I ended up getting distracted, and I ended up causing it. ‬
‪Now it can’t be un-done
Now I just have an empty phone
Full of some people I don’t know,
Im too scared to be myself
Becausе I grew up hating myself
Im too scared to scarе people away so I lock it all away
In hopes one day,
I’ll be okay