He was the first and the last
Because she couldn’t deal with the crushing feeling,
It was harming.
‪To the human being,‬
‪That now sits emotionless and empty
‪Because she gave too many‬
‪Second chances and tries‬
‪Now her hands are tied, ‬
‪She is tired and defenceless‬
‪Confused and restless‬
‪Her heart still beats but just for the reason to live. ‬
‪Not for anyone else‬
‪She didn’t want to be shot by Cupid‬
‪She believes love is stupid ‬
‪She’s afraid to be the only one who falls ‬
‪Because she knows no one will pick her back up ‬
‪Trying was what caused the hurting ‬
‪But the healing caused the aching‬
‪Yet today, she is still living and breathing ‬
If music easily effects her
It must mean she’s still fragile
And that he hasn’t been gone for a while
Because she’s not able to heal
From the scars, that she cannot deal
She’s sorry for always complaining
She know it’s draining
Her heart weighs heavy
Even tho it’s empty