St. Meave
Unidentified figure staring back at me
I don’t like the monster that is looking back at me,
I don’t like the monster that has been created by being hated,
The mirror is broken,
The figure has awoken,
This figure is heartbroken,
This figure is strange,
Deranged,
It’s not the same
This isn’t me,
I look down,
My hands are shaking,
From realising,
No it can’t be,
This isn’t me,
I refuse to believe.
How does it have my eyes?
It’s all a lie,
This ain’t me,
Pleasе don’t be.
The figure is damagеd,
It’s manic,
It’s eyes are like the Atlantic,
I see the sharks in its eyes,
With the aggressive tide,
The waves,
It’s a similar place,
Tell me,
What monsters did you have to face?
How many times did you feel out of place?
The monster that is starting back,
Is me.
Because I’m still angry,
At everybody,
For mistreating me.