St. Meave
Self-Destroyer
My lungs fill with water‬
‪I’m screaming ‬
‪My body is suffocating‬
‪This isn’t a dream ‬
‪This is pain ‬
‪My eyes become bloodshot ‬
‪My muscles ache‬
‪I’m falling deeper‬
‪There is no escape ‬
‪I’m choking ‬
‪The blood is thinning ‬
‪My head is spinning ‬
‪My fingers twitch ‬
‪While I can’t feel my feet‬
I’m the one who’s dragging me underneath
Self-destroyer
Why do u bother?
Skin turns white
While I drown in the summer night
I’m screaming for you
I’m a self-destroyer
There is nothing I can do
My grip losers
And my breath softens
Don’t start the sirens
Lеt me sink
Let me fall to thе bottom where it’s dark and cold
Just like how I think
Self destroyer
Sorry I couldn’t fight for ya