‪I wish I could complain to others about how you hurt me,‬
‪But no one knows we existed,‬
‪Because I promised to,‬
‪And I don’t want to betray you,‬
‪I wonder, am I that easy to forget?‬
‪Or do i still have a special place in your head?‬
‪Wished we didn’t go this way,‬
‪But we can’t have everything anyway,‬
‪Do you dream of me?‬
‪Because for once, just for once, I want to be wanted,‬
‪As if I have a bounty,‬
‪If I actually meant something,‬
‪As if I was somebody,‬
‪I want to be missed,‬
‪I want to be held softly,‬
‪I want to feel wanted,‬
‪I want to feel safe,‬
‪But recеntly, I’ve been stuck in the same dark placе,‬
‪And by recently I mean mostly,‬
‪everyday.‬
‪We were a secret,
and it hurts,‬
‪How you’ll walk out of my life,‬
‪With no proof you were ever in it.‬