(Intro)
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(Verse)
I'm with my n***as on the block, at a quarter to 3
I been fucked up all day, I been high on the weed
N***as tryna rob us, they ain’t getting shit free
If they want my shit, they gon' talk right to me, ayy
I was riding with my n***as, making jokes about sex
I told my n***a that his dick can't pleasure insects
I’ll admit, I wrote that line, so I could make you laugh
If you fuck with us, you'll be in an eternal bath
We was robbing n***as, anything we could do
I had to do what I could with my new .22
Me and my n***as rode around the black, in an old-school black Chevy
After a day of bullshit, we were tired, eyes heavy
Looked inside the crib through a window, what the fuck do wе see?
3 n***as in ski-masks, holding Glock-17s
They were shooting thе place, anything in sight
They were holding hostages, I think around 5
I checked my watch, it was around 7
One thug turns around, he has a Mac-11
I crouch by the window, praying he didn't see me
Everything in my life just flashes by me
It's simple, a day of bullshit could go and end your life
You gotta make sure you get home, early tonight
Shout out Immortal Technique, this idea ain't mine
I'm tryna tell a story, that'll leave chills in your spine
Me and my n***as were the crackheads, fucking the block
We always wanted bitches to bounce on our cocks
I been tryna sell n***as the crack rock
I ducked outside the window, and questioned my life
“Had I made the right choices? What should I have done in life?”
I take a peek inside, and I hear a shout
Suddenly, there were bullet holes in our house
The windows turned red, 4 hostages were dead
I watched a thug put a gun to the last one's head
I shut my eyes as he squeezed the trigger
I tried to identify, who the fuck was this n***a
I duck back outside as he aims at the window
My n***as suggests distraction
“Bad move, shouldn’t take action”
He suggests using his gun to try and make an advance
I snap him out of it as if he was in a trance
I thought about it, we should take a chance
We made the decision to run in and advance
I knocked on the front door, I was sweating buckets
I nodded at my n***a, he mouthed to me “Tuck it”
A thug opened the door, I was shocked at what I saw
It was one of my n***as, who was gone all day long
I say, “The fuck are you doing?”
He answers, “Why are you here?”
I was too shocked for words, he done cracked my world
I nodded at my n***a, he pulled out his gun
My other n***a answered, “Shit was for fun.”
I look in his eyes, they were full of desire
Desire to kill, desire to set fire
I felt that I couldn’t move, I did not know what to do
I tried to step back, but he pulled us both in
What we say made us want to vomit everything we'd taken in
Heads in bins
He showed us around the scene, it was gory and bloody
We didn’t know what to do, I should've called somebody
I wanted to keep my respect, didn't snitch, kept to myself
I'ma tryna forget it, but that’s its own hell
There were 5 dead men, their limbs in bins
My n***a was a psycho, he couldn't have been
The day before, we were the closest of friends
He continued to walk, the scene turned green
My face was greener than it had ever been
I wanted it to end, I didn't think it would
My n***a stopped me and my friend on the cold wood
“Get on your knees!” he ordered with no remorse
Suddenly, I felt the ground getting coarse
My old n***a done shot the ground, as if it was a demonstration
I realized, I knew, that there was no escaping
I remembered the good times, our past was blessed
“Siddy, why?” I asked, powerless
“You accidentally snitched.”
I thought he was joking, I thought he went rogue
But it was something from years ago that I told the law
So it was now my fault, that 5 people were dead
I felt as if I was as Siddy put the gun to my n***a's head
I winced at the sound, my n***a was dead
Now there were 2 more holes in his head
As Siddy was walking, I took a glance
And who the victims were made me start to pant
They were my other n***as, I was part of a crew
A crew that was now old news
I try to stay calm, I can't, I can't move
I was frozen in place, as if in a vacuum
I entered the home to save the dead, not join ‘em
I failed my mission, I knew this was missing
I looked at my n***a
“Goodbye, Jeremy.”
I make eye contact as he pulls the trigger and shoots me dead
I have two bullet holes in my head
I died tryna be a hero, what the fuck did that do
All it did was wind be up on the news
After he shot me, he took his own life
Now, I'm here in the afterlife
Pardoned of my sins, a new life will begin
I made my mistakes, I was killed for them
I remember one thing he said to me, before he went rogue
“There's a lot to me that you don't know”