[ Chorus ]
I get told a lie.
Wondering why time flies.
I always told my self I'm a good guy.
Maybe that was just a nice lie.
Cause' I got the devil on my left shoulder.

[ Verse 1 ]
I wanna feel bolder, but maybe when I'm older.
I got mixed feelings.
Feeling discombobulated, traded
I wanna talk with her, but feel shaded.
I know I upgraded.
But, mentally disintegrated.
I'm uncalculated, yet dated.
Damn, how much time I wasted.

[ Chorus ]
I get told a lie.
Wondering why time flies.
I always told my self I'm a good guy.
Maybe that was just a nice lie.
Cause' I got thе devil on my left shoulder

[ Verse 2 ]
It's good to havе him on my shoulder.
He puts me in demon mode.
I knew I could crack the code.
Still he gives me my pessimistic side.
I fucking hate that side.
I've already said I see the worst aspect.
I tell myself I could lose someone I love tomorrow.
I tell myself I could hurt myself tomorrow.
I tell myself I could die before I'm legal. I tell myself I could die In the next five years. I tell myself I could die the next 3, and 2.
I TELL MYSELF I COULD DIE NEXT YEAR.
I TELL MYSELF I COULD DIE NEXT MONTH.
I TELL MYSELF I COULD DIE NEXT WEEK.
I TELL MYSELF I COULD DIE TOMORROW.
i tell myself i could day, later today.
He told me my world is clearer with him.
That the world is cleaner with him.
Told me I don't want him, I need him.
Until I got told the world would be better without me.
I had 20/20 vision, until I lost the decision.
[ Chorus ]
I get told a lie.
Wondering why time flies.
I always told my self I'm a good guy.
Maybe that was just a nice lie.
Cause' I got the devil on my left shoulder

[ Verse 3 ]
I bet she doesn't wanna text me.
I bet she doesn't wanna see me.
I wanna tell her I can't.
I've seen her post, she's in stress.
Maybe even depressed, mess.
She seems happy, but most likely not to see me.
I texted her already, and I feel subliminally dissed.
To me she was never a hit, or miss.
I want her kiss, hold her hips.
Want her on my tip.
But, I lost the chance, now I guess I have to forget the list.
I bet she fucking hates me.
Maybe she actually wanted to date me.
Maybe even taste me.(ha)
But, now I'm a waste
She probably has trust issues cause of me.
We never dated, cause I was to bust waitin'.
Now I feel like I'm hatin'.
Nah, I'm just baitin'.
I love her, but I'll never tell her.
I won't admit it, and that's my problem.
I never went the distance.
I kept telling myself "just wait a minute".
I got no closure for this song, just an open womb.
[ Chorus ]
I get told a lie.
Wondering why time flies.
I always told my self I'm a good guy.
Maybe that was just a nice lie.
Cause' I got the devil on my left shoulder