[Intro]
(This [?])
[Chorus]
Just talked to Quay, keep prayin' with me through the phone
JB said he almost cried listenin' to my song
[?] just dropped the drop, he tryna bust a dome
I'm out of town makin' money, still be missin' home
Different opportunities for different environments
Same n***as I hang around the ones that I'm dyin' with
Better pick a side, you need to know who you slidin' with
All this fake love in my face, it make me feel like they blindin' me
[Verse]
I'm dyin' how I'm livin'
I'll let a n***a get off on me and kill me, then I ain't trippin'
Just know I'm never slippin', gotta keep it with mе
Chunky died, I swear to God, that shit be fuckin' with mе
Shed a tear when [?] died, it ain't hit me 'til later in life
I live it up today 'cause I feel like I just might die tonight
You get one chance to live, you can't do it twice
Sellin' Jo in apartments, they be smokin' Spice
Ain't shit out here for free, I know your love come with a price
So much shit go through my head, it feel like fuckin' lice
No money to pay the bills, they turned off the lights
Cropped a n***a out the picture, then I caught a flight
I'm paranoid, my heart gettin' cold, do it every season
Smile in my face, knife in my back, they done left me bleedin'
Leavin', bitch, why you leavin'? You always leavin'
Grievin' about the ones I love I'm never seein'
Abandonment issues, it got me losin' trust
She say she love me, I think it's really lust
Lookin' at the bigger picture, it's bigger than us
It's bigger than just me and you, it's hard to get you to understand
I know I'm young but when I was young I turned into a man
Mama told me when I was lil' "You don't need no fuckin' friends"
So I got some brothers that I know gon' ride 'til the end
I know that I committed some sins but I'm past that
I ain't see you rollin' up that blunt, don' try to pass that
It feel like I've been on Earth before, my life a flashback
I don't wanna hit you, we smokin' on that crash pack
[Interlude]
It's like I really put my heart in this shit every time
Every time I make a song I just put as much pain in it as I can and I just let that shit flow
[Chorus]
Just talked to Quay, keep prayin' with me through the phone
JB said he almost cried listenin' to my song
[?] just dropped the drop, he tryna bust a dome
I'm out of town makin' money, still be missin' home
Different opportunities for different environments
Same n***as I hang around the ones that I'm dyin' with
Better pick a side, you need to know who you slidin' with
All this fake love in my face, it make me feel like they blindin' me