[Intro]
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Big 26 shit, n***a

[Verse]
So heartbroken inside right now, I don't know what to do
Take prescription drugs, they ain't doin' what they 'posed to do
Gave up lookin' for love, just never helped, I'm goin' through
I spelled L-O-V-E backwards and got evil, that's the truth
Evil in my spirit, I see demons in my dreams
I hate it when I wake up right before they finish me
Sometimes I wanna die, they see me cryin', they'll think I'm weak
But I been on my grind, make sure that my whole family eat
2020, I was fucked up, n***a had put somethin' in my weed
All these trials and tribulations I been through, you wouldn't bеlieve
Spit my pain to the mic, and wеar my feelings on my sleeve
They only care 'bout benefits, could give two fucks about me
Uh, popular loner
Got my heart broke, that turned me to a stoner
Got my heart broke and I popped me a pill
Give it to my whole camp, just tryna feel shit
Real gangster, I been standin' on business
Sippin' lean, on the road to riches
You hear that sound? That's the golden ticket
His lil' stupid ass done fucked around and spared the wrong witness
My cuh tellin' on my brother, what the fuck? Damn, cuz, you trippin'
I never once raised a rat, Rod and JB, them my boys for life and they know
I don't give a fuck if the label call my phone, if I ain't gettin' paid I ain't showin' up for it
In love with my bitch, n***a, fuck yours
Heard when they spinned on the block you ain't bust yours
I got some n***as that's ready to bust yours behind my name
In love with the money, hate, it came with fame
This for real, why you think I keep switchin' in lanes?
Drop a bag, you get extra you knock out his brain
Grrt, boom, bah, bang
Step on a stepper, they just screamin' my name
Too much autotune for all these old n***as
I heard you was dissin', so you know the next time that I catch you, better have your pole with ya
Shoot in the crowd, I don't care if your bro with ya
Shoot in the crowd, I don't care if no ho with ya
Even God can't save your bitch ass from me, n***a, fuck a Jehovah's Witness
No filter, I'm known for trippin'
Enjoyin' that Perc', need that shit in my system
I hope you know no matter what you'll always be my n***a
I hope you know no matter what it ain't no n***as bigger
Red dot 'tached to a n***a face like a fuckin' sticker
Headshot, no face, no picture
You know that was some ho shit, bitch, 'cause you my n***a
I done cried enough to fill a river, while still tryna deliver
Hell in my eyes, every day I wake up to a new dilemma
Tryna cope with drugs, but all it do make it hard to remember
All my diamonds froze, probably why my heart cold like the month of December
I can't fuck with no ho, ain't got no goal, got shit on the agenda
Life ain't fair, life ain't equal, go'n feed the wolves and they gon' eat ya
They say, "Reach for the stars," but I done starved for all my fuckin' people
You grown, n***a still out here lookin' up to stars like they ain't regular people
The fuck? Is you dumb or somethin'?
If it's a switch on back the Glock, I'll put a drum or somethin'
They say I'm a problem, I'm startin' to feel like DJ Drama or somethin'
She did what she can, I'll probably say that I'm my mama's son
I ain't with all that playin', I'll up this bitch and whack your mama's son
Frrt, keep shootin' 'til it's done
My daddy bitch ass scared of a rapper, now he tryna sign off on my bond
I ain't turnin' myself in for shit, bitch, I'm right back on the run
Grrt, red and blue lights give me PTSD
How you mad 'cause I got off my ass and went did the thing I knew was better for me?
That shit happened so fast, couldn't believe I wasn't livin' a dream, probably somewhere asleep
I keep catchin' cramps while I'm chasin' that bag, it be Sak' and my brother deceased
Ain't gotta be first, but I never be last, know these n***as want me underneath
Frrt, boom, get put on a tee
Gangster from the bone to the tip of my teeth
He was dissin', now we mixin' your partner with kief
I ain't talk 'bout Diamond Boy, so y'all won't think I'm dissin' him
For his family members that be missin' him, go visit him
And for these n***as that's dissin', we been havin' switches over here, play and get sent with him
R.I.P. to Red, you pussy n***as couldn't even sit with him
We got choppers, ARPs and Dracs (Walk down)
Heard they couldn't find his face, lock down
Two-man cell with five n***as, everybody complainin' 'bout space
I had five shanks on my second day
All out like they was scared to look my way
But ain't none n***a play
Shit get real behind that wall
I ain't finish my food, watch another n***a scrape the plate
The streets ain't cool, just get some money, focus on that pape'