[Intro]
I always try to keep up with the fight
But they'll always be this distance
I'm strong enough
But there's far more that I lack
I'm forever falling behind
I'm falling behind..
Haha fuck I am..

[Verse 1]
Is it me? Is this just how I am?
Would all these outcomes be the same (man)
What if I was smarter? If I just learned shit harder
Would it change how far I came? Or would it still feel like a shame?
I’m running, always out of breath
Chasing shadows, feeling like I’m left
A race where I’m the only one who’s lost
No matter how far I push, is this worth the cost?
I see them all around me, reaching heights I can’t touch
I’m grasping at the wind, but it’s nеver enough
Comparing myself to thosе I should admire
But it burns me up inside, this never-ending fire
I’m tired, man, I’m so damn tired
Of feeling like I’m wired wrong, like I’m not inspired
What if I was stronger? If I just held on longer?
Would it still feel like this, where I don’t belong?
[Bridge]
Acting reckless, this shit is seeming flawed
Breakin' down while writing this, mentally a fraud
I don't belong here, credited with it all
They found places I could never reach, ima fall

[Verse 2]
Questioning every step I take, every move I make
Wondering if it’s fake, if I’m doomed to break
They say I’ve got potential, but it’s hard to see
When all I feel is the weight of what I’ll never be
I’m trying to keep pace, but I’m slipping behind
Shits moving fast, leaving me confined
And every time I move, it’s like the goalpost shifts
Like the ground beneath me cracks and drifts
I can’t help but wonder, what if I could rewind?
Go back to the start, leave all this behind
I know deep down, it won’t change a thing
‘Cause I’m stuck in this place, where I can’t win

Is it just how its been written??
Im forever falling behind

[Outro: Shady & ?]
It's killing me, fuck help me please
Maybe I don't deserve it
Maybe I die tonight, pull that trigger and-

Yo Shady man you ok??