[Verse 1:YourFavouriteShady]
In the depths of my soul, emotions intertwine
I wear a mask, but inside, it's a constant grind
Said I was fine, and I laughed, put on a show
But the truth is, deep down, I'm feeling so low
Told you I'd always be alright, that I'd never fall
But behind closed doors, the tears begin to sprawl
Cus I don't feel down anymore, it's a different game
In fact, I feel nothing at all, numbness calls my name
[Chorus:YourFavouriteShady]
I'm just so tired of being fine, putting on this disguise
Hiding my pain, these tears in my eyes
I'm drowning in emptiness, longing for release
I need someone to understand, to offer mе peace
[Verse 2:YourFavouriteShady]
Benеath the surface, a storm rages on
But I keep it contained, my battles fought and won
The weight on my shoulders, it's too heavy to bear
I'm screaming for help, but nobody seems to care
I try to paint a picture of strength, of resilience and grace
But the truth is, inside, I'm losing the race
Every step I take, I'm haunted by the past
The scars run deep, the pain that forever lasts
[Bridge:YourFavouriteShady]
Behind these words, a broken soul resides
The emotions I bury, the tears I hide
But I'm reaching out now, hoping to find solace
In the music, the rhythm, the lyrics that console us
[Verse 3:YourFavouriteShady]
This emotional rollercoaster, it's hard to explain
The highs and lows, the pleasure and the pain
But through the darkness, I find my voice, my release
In the verses I pen, the lyrics that bring me peace
I pour my heart out, every line, every rhyme
A catharsis, a healing, in the depths of time
So, listen closely, and you might understand
The emotions you might relate with, the struggle to withstand
[Chorus:YourFavouriteShady]
I'm just so tired of being fine, putting on this disguise
Hiding my pain, these tears in my eyes
I'm drowning in emptiness, longing for release
I need someone to understand, to offer me peace
[Outro:YourFavouriteShady]
In this rap shit, I lay bare my soul
Through the music, I find solace, I regain control
Though the battles may rage, and the emotions may pour
I'll keep pushing forward, finding strength in the core