"14 Days"

My day begins with a sigh as i slowly feel awake
Then it's off to work thinkin how much shit i have to take
It's been two weeks since i've had a smile upon my face
I miss the days when all i know fits in it's place
14 days i killed myself alone
Tried so hard to understand
I'll never forgive you my world came crashing down
As if i stood aside
And watched all the monsters in my head
Control everything i feel
I can see the door that traps me in this place
I can see my way outta here
But i just can't find the key