[Verse 1]
Is there a cure for outbound aching
A way to quell the tide and swell
A better look than outright begging
That’s less shameful than my hands shaking

[Verse 2]
I could try to erase who I am
Black out all that I was taught to fear
Sacrifice all that comes with it
Extinguish hope, thought, and joy

[Verse 3]
Why must I try to pick a side
This isn’t for me, my eyes are wide
Why should this life feel like a fight
If I bury a part of me haven’t I died

[Verse 4]
In my room I tried to explain
I tried on your clothes to ease my brain
Without the words, the best I could find
I’m neither and both on the inside