[Verse 1]
Observe to be honest, I show you the truth in the process
I go over a better dosage scopolamine 'til it's poison
Hit back in the morning like 24/7, I'm on it
Emotions never been this certain
I be dropping out my curtains now, yeah
Trouble with the gas lighting
I'm back like lightning, back fighting, Mike Tyson
I was blinded never know my true form
Was that serum made me do more
[Chorus]
Now I've be feelin' less fake 'cause at the moment
I wanna be some type of territorial
I wanna bе so selfish with my time
Be sеlfish with my mind, be selfless with my self
I don't know what it felt ever since I had you
Tell you the truth I had to
Don't need to prove anything
'Cause I can feel everything right now
Vent all the shit that remained
I can't feel no pain, no guilt
Now I understand me more, yah
Now that I can love me more
[Verse 2]
If you weren't by that serum, I'll be lackin' out freedom
I'm searching for better reasons to be alive every season
No secrets, no more ego, no more get-backs when I'm seen-zoned
No more long presses on the messages
I don't reveal it, don't want no read it
I stop on reading 'em conversation, needa clean-up a lil' renovation
I'm so fed up that's the everyday shit, I'm so fed up in that circulation
I need to step back more often, caught myself in a moshpit
Never had the urge to run, now I'm sorry 'cause they lost me
Nah, I trust me, it's a process, fill my truth vessel like embarkment
Oh, don't stop it, oh, don't stop it, oh, don't stop it, yeah (No, no, no)
[Chorus]
Now I've be feelin' less fake 'cause at the moment
I wanna be some type of territorial
I wanna be so selfish with my time
Be selfish with my mind, be selfless with my self
I don't know what it felt ever since I had you
Tell you the truth I had to
Don't need to prove anything
'Cause I can feel everything right now
Vent all the shit that remained
I can't feel no pain, no guilt
Now I understand me more, yah
Now that I can love me more