(Hook:)
Mixing the liquor, I'm mixing the drugs again to heal the pain
I got a lot to deal with and my mind is kinda slipping away
What's on the line and I made up my mind- some shit I'll just take to the grave
Whatever it is, whatever it was, it's never gon' be the same

(Chorus:)
How do I explain, what's been going on with me
You say that I changed but, you didn't know the old me
I think that I saved you, tell me who gon' save me
I'm way too fucked up in this club I'm ashamed baby
You say that I changed, but you ain't really know me
When I'm 'round my dogs girl, they just can't control me
Trynna spend my time right, using every second of it
Trynna spend my time right, using every second of it
'Fore it's too late, girl before it's too late
Can I speak my mind right, now before it's too late
I've been moving backwards, rolling up these backwoods
Tired of being backstabbed, do you have my back girl?
'Fore it's too late, can I say my piece girl
You know what you mean to me, you just keep it real with me
I've been moving backwards, rolling up these backwoods, every time I'm backstabbed, I-

(Hook:)
Mixing the liquor, I'm mixing the drugs again to heal the pain
I got a lot to deal with and my mind is kinda slipping away
What's on the line and I made up my mind- some shit I'll just take to the grave
Whatever it is, whatever it was, it's never gon' be the same
(Verse 1:)
Floating again and I'm running the map
They say the best defense is just to attack
I been through too much- it's all too attached
All that's going on- it's been hard to relax
Gotta get up, gotta get it again
They ain't get the message, we spending again
Knife in my back, I'm just leaving it in
Get what they want then they leavin' again
I cannot act like this ain't nothing new
Been getting smarter with all I been through
Nowadays, lies more important than truth
Tired of keeping it G just to lose
Let it all out when I step in the booth
Been dead for some months now it's time to recruit
Made the investments, it's time to recoup, it's time to recoup

(Chorus:)
But how do I explain, what's been going on with me
You say that I changed but, you didn't know the old me
I think that I saved you, tell me who gon' save me
I'm way too fucked up in this club I'm ashamed baby
You say that I changed, but you ain't really know me
When I'm 'round my dogs girl, you just can't control me
Trynna spend my time right, using every second of it
Trynna spend my time right, using every second of it
'Fore it's too late, girl before it's too late
Can I speak my mind right, now before it's too late
I've been moving backwards, rolling up these backwoods
Every time I'm backstabbed, I-