What are you thinking? I got a sinking feeling
What are you thinking when your eyes are on me?
I can't help feeling, that you're all judging
Adrenaline pumping, my mind is diseased

I need to perform, I need to excite
I need to look like this is the time of my life
I need to step up, I need to ignite
And hide the fact I'm battling a fight or flight
I need to be brave and rise up to the task
I need to embrace and wear my confidence mask
I'm breaking down inside, I can't fool anyone no more

You see right through it, I know I blew it
My mind said run but I forced myself through
I felt this pressurе, It never was bettеr
I knocked it on the head, and nobody knew

But the truth is that I'm drowning and my heart is pounding
Every move I'm forcing to try and hide the freak
Over driven instinct to not fuckin' sink
Destroyed all my goals, stable mind on the brink

I wish that I could fly. just like the very best
Not give a fuck about what I just said
Cruise control, not a care in the world
But I'd never let my guard down
Over thinking everything and everyone
I couldn't let go, I couldn't have fun