Why am I still holding back
When I should be letting go?
Why are my lips saying yes
When my heart keeps saying no?

I'd throw myself on your grenade
But I'm not drinking the Kool-Aid
I know that you're lying
I just can't tell
If it's when you say you love me
Or when you say "I wish you'd go to hell"

And I pretended for so long
That I don't have to anymore
If everything I do is wrong
Then show me your revolving door

That chapter's closed
It's been exposed
I guess I thought that you should know
I know that you're lying
I just can't tell
If it's when you say you love me
Or when you say "I wish you'd go to hell"
And I'm done trying
I lost the thrеad
There is no telling what is going on insidе of your head
The truth is somewhere in the middle
I guess that's why we're always choosing sides

I'd throw myself on your grenade
But I'm not drinking the Kool-Aid
I know that you're lying
I just can't tell
If it's when you say you love me
Or when you say "I wish you'd go to hell"
And I'm done trying
I lost the thread
There is no telling what is going on inside of your head

Inside your head
Inside your head
Inside your head