Love is everywhere I'm not allowed
I feel he's been to hell, but he's near to heaven now
I need to see it. I can't not have it, so inscrutable, so beautiful

I try. I try. I try

His head is I don't know. I'm stuck outside again
Can't get in. I can't move him
I think I like it because it hurts to not know, Pain is so

I tried. I tried. I tried