John Stewart
Avoidance
Everything been ok
Trying to keep out the way
In battle with self
Thoughts been on a rage
Tell her she can keep the whip
I'ma just take the train
You can't know somebody
Till you know their pain

Brand new day new episode
Hopped out of bed I'm dressed with robes
Rescue calls get put on hold
I'm not sick but I antidote
Yeah I guess I am too dope
Man thats funny but it ain't no joke
Claim my fam but you ain't my bro
You ain't even come around none of my folks
Only thing had was a little bit of hope
Throwing up prayers for tomorrow's unknown
Dad up north in a brand new home
Couldn't even tell you his number on phone
Mom had to grow up to be back bone
Now a days most calls aren't that long
But I'm not throwing stones
Never had time for sad songs
Even though some times get lonely I deny
Buried inside
Say I'm fine
Always grind 365
Whats mine is yours and yours is mine
Quick to be the one help but in return no one to find
Count my fingers the ones I trust it looks like me myself and I
Thats the game though
Theres no one to blame for
I came out with something you could never ever pay for
Reflect every angle
Yes I'm truly thankful
What you find as beautiful I find as rather painful
Everything been ok
Trying to keep out the way
In battle with self
Thoughts been on a rage
Tell her she can keep the whip (Keep that)
I'ma just take the train
You can't know somebody
Till you know their pain
It's too bad I push away
I'm sure your'e probably great
Been holding on for sake
No more that I can take
Avoidance
Yeah yeah
Avoidance
Yeah yeah yeah

I got a plan
Construct so many walls to the point where they no longer know who I am
They talk rather convincing when reaching the ending they don't understand
Once thought there were no motives when people approaching with being a friend
Lessen the odds to be gotten again
Negative I can't be letting them in
Why you does that
You won't find where loves at
She say where's her clean slate
Judging like from she's my past
I know
Product of my problems I'm revolving yes I know
Want me around her when I don't even know my own
Give the benefit (Why)
Maybe she is someone who is innocent (Lies)
How you can sure if you don't give a chance (Pride)
Battle with the thoughts that menacing (Die)
How's it feels to end up as the middle man (The side)
Again and again and again and again
Rumors spread
I heard said from a friend of a friend of a friend of a friend
Had a chance at happiness
Told her you be blessed
Though I loved my time
Time to see what's next
As we both continue growing know to self assess
Maybe one day I can see you when the sun sets
Everything been ok
Trying to keep out the way
In battle with self
Thoughts been on a rage (My thoughts been on a rage)
Tell her she can keep the whip (Keep that)
I'ma just take the train (I'ma take the train)
You can't know somebody
Till you know their pain
It's too bad I push away (It's too bad)
I'm sure your'e probably great (Too bad)
Been holding on for sake (Too bad)
No more that I can take (I say)
Avoidance
Yeah yeah
Avoidance
Yeah yeah yeah