The solitude of space
Was my only saving grace
I saw you digging me a grave
Couldn't move far enough away

Footsteps in reverse
From a blessing to a curse
I see you blowing kisses at me
While I'm crawling in quicksand

Howling like a wolf at the moon never felt more alive

Focused sniper eye
All senses raw
My heart on a skillet
Pickled brain in a fat jar

Dressed in funeral black
Roses on a stone
Here I come to die
And I die alone

Here I feel so welcome
Here I am at peace
Here I'll come to die
Here I'll be released
You keep digging me down
And I keep crawling up and out
Keep crawling, crawling up and out
Toward the light illuminating

Calling my name in my mother's voice
Telling me to keep crawling
Toward the light that will lead me back home

Solitary confinement
If only in my head
Tranquility revoked
Peace of mind left dead

You are motivated
Compelled by artificial means
No feeling no beliefs
Just an overwhelming desire to end me

Dressed in funeral black
Roses on a stone
Here I come to die
And I die alone

Here I feel so welcome
Here I am at peace
Here I'll come to die
Here I'll be released
I keep crawling out through the dirt
Up to the pale light of this starry night
As you shower me in earth
I advance toward rebirth

Accustomed to chaos
Relentless in nature with fate carved in my skin
I feel the slow change consuming me from out and within

Couldn't move far enough away
Couldn't move far enough away